So, here I am once again and honestly have noooo idea what to write about. I guess one good think is that in one week school will be over and I will be a junior. The thought of being in the 11th grade is kind of scary and cool. Scary because its another year closer to the end of high school and the uncertain beyond. Cool, because I'll be higher up on the food chain at school, plus seniors don't really mess with juniors, and I'll be over the freshies and sophs. So cool, haha.
But as the school year is coming to an end I'm not as happy as i should be, lately I've been kinda down. I think the reason for that is all my friends have someone. Like relationship wise, and it sucks to be aloe in the midst of so many happy people with their happy little relationships. It's not that I'm jealous but I'm well jealous haha. I miss having a girlfriend and someone to love and be with. The sense of loneliness is stronger than ever now, and intensified every time I'm at home because I'm in a family of strangers, i'm not fully related to anyone in my imediate family save my mom and it stinks, because I'm not anything like them. It's that sense of being different that sucks and I want someone I can be with and not feel that way. So here's hoping lady luck and cupid can do me one and hook me up haha, if not oh well lol. But until next time ladies and gents, this is a very eligible Sean Anderson, lol, saying adios.
I'm also happy/sad to end my sophomore year. I can't wait to be an upperclassman (or rather, upperclasswoman?), but every year goes by faster and faster/ Hate to say it, but I'm afraid of growing up. I still feel so much like a child at times.
ReplyDeleteAs for the whole relationship thing, I totally get you. My best advice is to just enjoy your single days while you can. Iused to be DESPERATE, but I realized being single let me have more time to devote to myself (which is awesome if you're a girl). When I did that, I became happier, and attracted the attention of a boy (who's now my ex, 'cause he's a total downer).
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